Mornin world!...got my coffee, fed the critters and now I'm ready to rock n roll. Just wish I had something to say!...Oh yeah....I get a kick out of the internet. Topic: real or not?...You put yourself out there for the whole world to see, but yet you don't "really" know who you are talking to or reading bout...same thing visa versa. Yeah...I've tried the so called dating sights (just want companionship/friend..whatever)...yet all I have run into are guys temp living in Africa doing "business". Okay....then if you are who you say you are...keep your stories straight..lol...you give yourself away (ex: not too many peeps who live in Wyoming refer to there home as a FLAT). Kinda think its funny but then when you start to talk to someone who seems really nice and can have a nice conversation with....are they who they say they are? I don't want to be disrespectful...I do believe in treating everyone with respect cause you never know who, by mgmt with higher powers, has been put in your lifes path as a gatekeeper. I try to put out exactly who I am, just like I am...straight shooter who is too old to put up with anymore BS/games in her life. Some people want 15 minutes of fame (I did/got...when I interviewed Nickelback..heart be still)...all I want is 15 minutes of happiness times all the minutes I have left here on earth!....Not asking too much, am I? All the peeps on FB, excluding friends/family, do they really do as much exciting things, travel as much as they do, or have such a "wonderful" life and kids? Maybe it's just me that expresses herself out loud..lol...dunno. *exception: my great niece Kimber...kinda has a darkside sometimes, but she is "real" and puts it out there. Hell maybe if I could ever get done pickin up after critters, clearing out the house (from when my dad passed), etc...I might sound like those peeps who have a fantastic life or should I just create one? Naaaa...thats not me. There is a certain person I have been talkin to on various sites (you know who you are) and I really enjoy the short but nice conversations we have...not falling in love, not stalking...just normal chatter. When do you believe the person you are talking to is the person you are talking to? I believe things happen for a reason...this person might have been put in my path for a reason and that person is real! Something this person might say, (not on the lines like "I love you come be with me" or "let me relocate so I can be close to you" type of influence} or do, could change the way my journey through life goes...I have a plan for my life but someone else higher vetos my plans with his! Wish I could look up peoples ID's/usernames....find the one that has "Gatekeeper", "Real", "Honest" or "Genuine" next to it, with a "glow" around it, and then I would know I could let loose and believe what this person says. But knowing me...just cast it out and I will take it hook, line and sinker...I just want to believe everyone is as honest as me...lol, file that one under "sucker". I will still be on the internet, still meeting peeps, talkin friends/family....but will be leary (not saying you are not who you are or a liar!)but the sucker stamp on my forehead is fading and the doormat has been removed from my back. Higher powers want me to triumph, really would hate to miss out on that opportunity....when oneday I have to answer for myself and am told..."I tried to put you on the right path, but nooooooooooo...you did not listen to me or "believe" in what I put right in front of you"! I will believe in what this person tells me...a person never knows...might have found a person who is really who they say they are! On the internet you never know....why can't scientist figure out how to do what cartoonists did in the 60s or so....the Jetsons had vision phone...why can't we have vision internet? I know we have web cam and things like that...but you don't HAVE to use them...Jetsons had to...of course they had masks to wear too!...lol...back to the same ol question of are they real...nevermind! Oh well...just give me an afgan, cup of coffee, couch and a few ol Charley Chan or John Barrymore movies to watch and I will be fine.....(throw in a good thunderstorm too) Gonna stop for now...heading out to do some "socializing"..pick up script from Docs office and drop off his Bday gift, grocery store, dime store, feed store and if my day hasn't gone to crap by then...a DQ cone! Now, now....don't envy my life...I can tell you how to have one just like mine...hollar at me sometime...$5 w/self addressed envelope...lol. ;)
p.s....and to my "friend"..."have mercy", I'm just me and you make me smile...that lil ray of sunshine in my day! ;) Cya, Renee'
